Sunday, November 22, 2009


I am confused. I am mad. Going crazier by the minute. Don't know why, but the world doesn't seem so peaceful anymore. College did suck but I guess I'd happily stay there if it that would help me escape my near future. Always searching for a bigger wall to hit my head, for not learning to study when i was younger, and a lot more tameable. The 'What ifs' are ruling my life, thousand questions battering my head. Wherever i turn, there are people who're suddenly interested in knowing what i'm gonna do with my life. Finding solace in other people's misery never runs out of fashion, does it? Then i'd have to muster up the courage to come with a whole load of crap like, "No, i'm just taking one step at a time, let's see what happens." This kind of stuff shouldn't bother me, I know. But i just want something, anything to think about other than THE thing that i keep fighting off, but which i'm afraid is gonna give me a tumour anytime now.



6 comments:

Sandy said...

Awwww, u poor thing! Don't worry abt the ppl who ask u questions, just go on with your I don't give a u-know-what attitude. After all, that is probably the only thing that makes u different and better than me.
Since when have u started worrying, getting confused et all? U do what u gotta do, no matter what others say. I know I sure am not the person to give u this piece of advice, but chill di... Everything's gonna be super-cool.
Love ya!

M$ said...

Tumor? Not likely, my dear.

gayathri said...

@sandy I know..no advises pls!

@manu Enna orediya poiduvengaraya

Priyanka said...

The Chill-pill. Please. Now. EMERGENCY!!!!! Its jus another exam. (v can always rob a bank and go on the world tour v toked abt if u flunk)

straight from the heart said...

its may sound cliched,but you will be fine

gayathri said...

@ Priyanka Yeah, rlly countin on that.

@ Shyam Thanx!

There is still time!

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